slow me down (posted 08/16/08)

all things comes to me in a blur. Its been so fast, 26 years and i cannot remember. When I blink I see different things. People comes in my life through a revolving door, they come and go just like that. My pursuit of new things brings no memories. I look at pictures and felt nothing… brings no memory, no feelings. I cannot say that its amnesia because I remember the names, places and events but I do not remember the experience. I’ve been playing the game of life so fast that I don’t recognize what is important and true. can somebody slow me down?